My Brain Is Static

It hasn't been quite six months....So we're good right?

I really don't even know what to say. So much has happened, but at the same time it feels like nothing has happened, but that may just be the kind of mood I'm in...

I'm a Senior now. That may be the most "important" thing. I try not thinking about it, because that means thinking about everything that needs to get accomplished before May, and that stresses me out.

I'm almost eighteen. I can't decide whether this is a good thing or a bad thing... At the moment I feel like I have wasted my teenage years... I don't know why I think that, I just do.

I feel like my future is just a picture in my head, but it's going to end up just like when I try to draw. It looks good in my mind, but I can't quite transfer it to paper...

I feel like I have screwed up somewhere in life already. I'm not sure where, but somewhere...

I'm going to bed. I'm depressing myself with the thoughts going through my head.

xoxo