It's Happened

I made a new blog.  DUN.  DUN.  DUN.

My goal is to update the new one more often and in a more timely manner than this one ever was.

Anyway, here you go:

http://insertsomethingremarkablehere.blogspot.com/

Have a great night. <3 br=""> xx

So I Have Been Thinking...

Isn't that a scary thought?

Since I last remembered that I had this blog and last posted, I have been thinking about making a new blog.  Honestly, it just doesn't feel right posting here anymore because I am not the same person who used to write here sporadically.

The only things holding me back are:

A)  I am pretty sure I would end up loosing interest and end up with another blog that doesn't get updated/ is pretty much abandoned.

and

B) I can't think of a blog title.  I am definitely not creative when it comes to introducing myself or thinking of titles.

Honestly, I just want to up and delete this blog and start off fresh, but at the same time something in the back of my head doesn't want to.  Don't ask me what that something is, I've been too busy battling the other thoughts in my head and haven't tried to figure that one out.

I may take another couple of weeks to ponder about this idea, and we'll see what happens.

xx

Hello There...

Wow.   Just wow.  I cannot believe that I forgot about this for so long, or the fact that I just remembered it, years after my last update/post.

It's crazy how time just seems to fly by without much notice, but it does.  Since there is no way I could possibly fill in anyone who stumbles upon this with everything that has happened the last couple of years I'm just going to talk about the now and try to only dabble a little bit into the past.

Let's think of this as a kind of introductory post, because honestly I am not the same person I was when I last posted on here.

I am, as suggested in the blog title, Tia.  But you should already know that if you have stumbled upon this sad and neglected little "blog".  Since the last time I blogged I have passed teenagehood and will be turning twenty-one in December.  I have been working as a NOC (night) shift CNA since February, which explains why I am blogging at almost five in the morning.  By far, the most important thing that has happened since my last post is that I became a mom.

My little martian turned eight months old a little less than a week ago, and seriously time has just seems to go by since his birth.  Wesson is my pride and joy and I never thought I could love someone to the extent that I do that little boy.  It is just so impossible for me to describe how much he means to me.

The martian and I are living with my parents, who may be referred to as the grrparents because grrpa and grrma will be easier for Wesson to say as his vocabulary grows, and so far that has been working out alright.  With my long nocturnal work schedule it puts my mind at ease knowing he is at his home being taken care of by people he knows, loves, and trusts.

Being the lucky ducks you are, you missed out on the whole hormonal pregnancy ravings that could have made up this blog, though I do personally think that I wasn't bad, except for on occasion.  But unluckily, depending on if this gets updated in a timely fashion (or ever), you may have the whole single working mom raves and rants to look forward to.  But I wouldn't worry too much, because come on, it took me years to post this entry. :p

I apologize that this entry is kind of scattered and disorganized.  I'm not really good at the whole blogging thing, especially introductory kind of things,  and as mentioned previously it is ridiculously early in the morning.  So on that note, I hope you have a fantastic morning/evening/night.

Sweet dreams.

I'm So Proud Of You Mom! :'D

Blogging almost everyday, going to business classes...You're growing up on me! :'D

I really am happy for you my one and only blog-stalker!

Mwahahahaha! One more blog post after this and I will have blogged as much as I did last year! Woot! I may improve after all!!! Goooooo meeeee!!!

I know I should be in bed, stalker numero uno, but I was like "...I should really blog..." So TA-DAH!!!! Here I am in all my fantabulous glory!!!

But I really have nothing to talk about...maybe at one time I will do Jojo's zombie survival plan challenge thing... But not tonight. :] 'Cause I'm tired...and lazy. :O

Until next time........ RAWR!!! (and stuff)

xoxoxox

Song: Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) - My Chemical Romance

Killjoys, MAKE SOME NOISE!

Well hello 2011! Where did you come from?!

I just noticed I blogged a grand total of-*weird hand flailing before holding up finger*- Three, yes that's right, THREE times last year!!! We will see if I do better this year. :p

I am a much happier person than last time I blogged. I got over it just as I knew I would, and that was rather quickly I may add. MWAHAHAHAHA!

My last year of high school is almost halfway over! HA-ZAH!!! :D

I will be attending SUU in the fall, and am way more excited than I was at the beginning of the school year, thank GOD!

I am legally an adult, woot woot, I know it will be just like getting my driver's license, and the novelty will wear off, but for now, WOOOOOOOOOT!!!

Why yessssssssssssssssssssssss, I am rambling about random things, and yes I am a bit hyper, how did you ever guess?

Well that is all for this go around. See you next time (which you never know, could be a year) :O

xoxox

Song: Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back - My Chemical Romance

And So the Story Goes...

So another chapter in my life has ended.

Everyday hearts are broken, and yesterday it was my turn...
I had an amazing week last week, but apparently it was one-sided, as per usual when it comes to most matters like that involving me, and this week has been as terrible as last week was fantastic.

But it will all be fine. I'll get over it, and life will go on. It's time to think of a more plausible future, and stop thinking of teenage fantasies.

xx

My Brain Is Static

It hasn't been quite six months....So we're good right?

I really don't even know what to say. So much has happened, but at the same time it feels like nothing has happened, but that may just be the kind of mood I'm in...

I'm a Senior now. That may be the most "important" thing. I try not thinking about it, because that means thinking about everything that needs to get accomplished before May, and that stresses me out.

I'm almost eighteen. I can't decide whether this is a good thing or a bad thing... At the moment I feel like I have wasted my teenage years... I don't know why I think that, I just do.

I feel like my future is just a picture in my head, but it's going to end up just like when I try to draw. It looks good in my mind, but I can't quite transfer it to paper...

I feel like I have screwed up somewhere in life already. I'm not sure where, but somewhere...

I'm going to bed. I'm depressing myself with the thoughts going through my head.

xoxo