And So the Story Goes...

So another chapter in my life has ended.

Everyday hearts are broken, and yesterday it was my turn...
I had an amazing week last week, but apparently it was one-sided, as per usual when it comes to most matters like that involving me, and this week has been as terrible as last week was fantastic.

But it will all be fine. I'll get over it, and life will go on. It's time to think of a more plausible future, and stop thinking of teenage fantasies.

xx

My Brain Is Static

It hasn't been quite six months....So we're good right?

I really don't even know what to say. So much has happened, but at the same time it feels like nothing has happened, but that may just be the kind of mood I'm in...

I'm a Senior now. That may be the most "important" thing. I try not thinking about it, because that means thinking about everything that needs to get accomplished before May, and that stresses me out.

I'm almost eighteen. I can't decide whether this is a good thing or a bad thing... At the moment I feel like I have wasted my teenage years... I don't know why I think that, I just do.

I feel like my future is just a picture in my head, but it's going to end up just like when I try to draw. It looks good in my mind, but I can't quite transfer it to paper...

I feel like I have screwed up somewhere in life already. I'm not sure where, but somewhere...

I'm going to bed. I'm depressing myself with the thoughts going through my head.

xoxo

"We'll Leave The World Blind And Keep Pretending"

Well...Ummmm...It's been a while?
Does that even begin to cover it?
Probably not. :\

I don't even know what to write, it's been so long.
I haven't updated since November? Are you serious? WTF is my problem?
So much for monthly updates... :\

-November-

28th- HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOM! :D
[That's all I remember from then... O.o]

-December-

20th- HAPPY SEVENTEENTH TO MEEEE!!! :D
It was a good day. :] I got my texting back, dragged Main with Kortney and Amber, and talked on the phone for the first time to someone who would later become important to me.
23rd- Holy crap batman! I'm no longer single! <3
25th- Christmas, for those who celebrate it!
31st-NEW YEARS EVE! WOOT! PARTY AT THE FARM!!!

-January-

January was sad... My dear friend Hunty's mom was tragically taken away while trying to keep our community safe. R.I.P. Josie Greathouse Fox.

February-
Uhhhhhhhhh.... I don't remember...

-March-

13th- MY DEAR LEEBOT'S BIRTHDAY! :D
also
Prom, which was quite enjoyable. I moshed in my dress, and slipped and fell only once. ;] Oh the benefits of wearing sexy, all black Converse All-Stars! :D

-April-

So, April is pretty much over, today is the end.
It's been pretty hectic, lots of school mandated tests, projects, and suckiness.
I work at Maui FreeZe when I am called upon, I am pro at running the snow cone machine.
But most surprisingly is the fact that I am still happily involved with someone who has made me smile every day since my birthday. It has not been easy. There have highs and lows, but in the end it has all been worth it. Monsters love Robots. Don't ask, you won't understand.

-RIGHT NOW-
[like no way]

So I remembered that I actually had a blog and here I am. I'm at home on a Friday night feeling ill, but texting my favorite person and waiting for him to get home so he can call me. Oh god...I feel sick... Let's wrap this up shall we?

I will try to update sooner than six months from now. :]

xoxoxoxo Tia

Song:
Your Friends Are Full Of Shit - Leathermouth